Decisions

11/24/20079:30pm

So what am I supposed to do Some one please tell me when it’s time to choose
Between the one you love and the one who loves you
Consistently grasping for breath your heart is telling you not to breathe
Contradicting my last words, “I breathe deep”
But this time I can’t even see
The futureBecause my past is chasing me
Telling me where and who I need to be
But what about me, about what I want inside
Why are my own feelings crushing me
Happiness is my choice of preference,
However these decisions, they’re confusing
I want to love the one who loves me
But some how my lungs have decided for me
Where and who I want to be
Am I the one who hides be hind truth or lies
Hoping for this disguise to change me
Change the way life has molded me
A sudden swift wind, swayed me
Do you remember when life used to be easy
Do you remember when the thought of a white picket fence completed me
I remember when I tried to love me
Its hard to know that loving me, is realizing I who I need and who want to be.

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